Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I wish that I knew what I know now when I was younger

It’s kinda funny of all the bridges I have burned, which are a lot; I feel most regret for those done at a young foolish age. Mainly my regrets are with friends I lost and where I let my foolish games get the better of me. Why is it that hindsight is 20/20? That makes me think of that song “I wish that I knew what I know now when I was younger” by whoever, haha yea I’m so good with artists. Anyway, I guess it’s not possible to change the pass but is it possible to mend it? I have tried this once and it kinda blew up in my face. I was trying to reconnect with someone from my past, who I hadn’t talked to for a couple years. We both went our separate ways after college and some childish, ridiculous issues arose between us…we really stopped talking for no legitimate reason at all. I tried to mend this breach to not much avail, although I think I’m the one that dropped the ball on the situation. This person cared enough to write back, but I never found the time to continue the conversation….yea I’m probably not deserving of that friendship. I wonder if it’s too late to answer that email…it’s been over a year now, eek maybe not a good idea. I dunno, perhaps it’s worth another go around, if it means a friend that once was, is again.

Stupid blog I know.